confused..

why it like it ??
why when i meet trouble..
it's to hard for thinking like 40 age..
why world like it ???
have a night when i enjoy the day..
have a cry when i laughing...
have a broke when i built a relation..
have a devil when i feel have found my angel..
have a bored when i enjoy the time..
maybe now..
i already accept just enjoy moment..
but, later..
i want can take and feel all of side of this world..
maybe without her..
but now,i only want her, all of my friends and my family..
to tell and teach me about the moment of this world...
to tell and teach me about the side of this world...
maybe later...
but,isn't too late for my life..